How this began…
I was awakened several night in a row with a message in my head to get up and type, I kept fighting it and finally on October 8, 2009 at 1:45 a.m. and this is what I heard in my head from my Spirit Guides and typed:
Spirit Guides, “It is time to quit fighting us on this book.”
Me, “I am here now so quit scolding me.”
Spirit Guides: , “You are ready to do this, you have everything you need to know on a physical level and us to take you through this. You can keep cleaning closets and thinking of things to do so you don’t have to face this, but you signed up to do this before you took a human body and we will keep reminding you.”
Me, “ Fine! I give, I am ready and committed. What is the first step.”
Spirit Guides: They laugh and say “Your in step one. Step two is setting aside the time to do it. If we wake you up in the night, please hop up and write, you have just received information and it will come through very easily. We promise to give you the energy you need to get through the day.” If we ask you to get up in the night to write, please hop up and do it. You have been given info and it will come through easily and effortlessly at the time you are not fully awake. We will give you the energy you need for the day ahead of you. Otherwise, set aside 30 minutes a day to write. You will find you like it and spend much more time at it than 30 minutes. You must do this religiously, we know you have an issue with that word and that is why we used it, part of what you are doing will help other people who issues with religion get beyond them so that they can connect with their spiritual self.”
Today’s lesson is about self worth. Everyone was created to be confident in them selves with no ego. When you are born into a human body, your spirit is given the gift of starting again. You get to learn new ways of unconditional love with each life you live. Lexa, you are working on the forgiveness part of unconditional love in this lifetime and yes, you can thank your mother for providing you with the pain that is needed to really get to a place of forgiveness. To really understand forgiveness, you have to experience some things that seem really, really awful to you. If someone steps on your toes it is pretty easy to forgive them because it does not cause that much pain. To be able to go inside yourself and let go of being hurt and angry takes a lot of strength when someone hurts you to the core. To move out of being a victim and move into owning that you have the power to forgive and let go, is a huge step in spiritual growth, and it is not necessarily easy. You will find that the more you allow yourself to let go of the pain and anger, the easier the forgiveness is. A great step or starting point to move into forgiveness, is to ground and release the pain and anger down your grounding cord. For people who run earth and cosmic energy, sitting and allowing your energy to flow for at least 15 minutes per day will clear the pain and anger out more quickly. There is no magic number of minutes or hours that you need to spend to release what is keeping you from forgiving. It is different for every person depending on how deep the wound is. The release in done in layers of how much you can handle. Having someone or some ones in your life that you have not forgiven, takes up a lot of energy, if you released it all at once, you would feel very incomplete and out of it. It would be very hard to function. When you release a little at a time, it gives you time to refill yourself with new ideas and self love to replace the ones you let go of. WE DEFIANTLY WANT ANYONE WHO IS FEELING OUT OF CONTROL WITH THEIR ANGER TO GET PROFESSIONAL HELP.
Spirit Guides: “ Lexa, you cannot teach what you don’t practice. It is time for you to sit and run your energy. We will have more for you tomorrow or maybe later if we feel you are ready.”
Tags: Self Worth
October 25th, 2009 at 1:55 AM
Nice post Lexa